winter is comin

as you know, i got a flu last week.

i had a fever of 38.7 degrees!!

i seldom have a fever even if i got a cold, so i can know how hard the fever is.

i recovered soon, (i mean i lost a fever soon,) so i became to want to go out!!

when i am very busy, i really want to have a break.

but when i am not busy, i miss my busy time.

ultimately, people eager to get what they dont have.



you know, we become weak when we are not good condition.

and i became weak too.

at that time, i wish i had someone who is precious for me.

these days, i often think about myself.

what kind of guy do i like?

do i want him to feel that he cant live without me?

do i want to bind him?

and i got an answer.

maybe i want to bind him.

it doesnt mean i want to be with him all time.

also i dont say to him that dont talk any other girl.

i dont care who go out with him.

but i want him to think about me or care about me always.

i want him to feel " what is she doing right now?"

i dont say all day long or from morning till night.

i just want him to care me somewhere in his heart.

maybe i want to connect with him spiritual.


i believe that there is such guy somewhere in this world and i can meet him :)